I’m so sick of letting people walk all over me. I just try to make everyone happy and I end up crying and then I’m told I’m stupid for crying.
My best friend is out of town and I keep wanting to hang out with her but I can’t.
I couldn’t bring myself to do anything for Father’s day today because he’s being awful. He wants me to pay for the only part of this vacation I want, and he’s probably bringing his girlfriend even though Sis and I have told him that we’re sick of her monopolizing OUR family time.
My mom and I constantly fight. I just want to get out of this house and go back to school.
Whenever I see anyone from school, they’re only concerned with my lack of a love life.
Sorry I’m waiting for someone worth the risk.
But mostly, I just don’t know who I am anymore. I’m so unmotivated now. I don’t care about school, grades, anything.
All I want is to sleep.
I don’t know what’s going on.